Where She Went

Original review first posted on The Book Addict's Guide 6/26/12: I must admit, at first I was a little bit unsure that we were getting this story from Adam's perspective after falling totally in love with Mia's story in IF I STAY. Needless to say, I was sooo not disappointed! It took a small bit of adjusting from a female perspective to a male perspective since I wasn't all together ready for it, but writing from any angle, Gayle Forman does an amazing job with building characters and just overall beautiful writing. I definitely saw the difference between Mia's first person and Adam's -- I felt like in the first book, Mia had a very pronounced maturity to her tone and her presence whereas with Adam (and we're supposed to), we have more of a "dude" feel. By that, I don't mean that we have less emotion because that is nowhere near the case. The language mostly is just a little bit looser and we see a more masculine side, a little bit rougher without being abrasive, and a little less proper. Okay, now to the story! I loved it. Love love love this series! If I was impressed with the first book, this one surely didn't disappoint me as I often fear with sequels. I immediately picked up on Adam's perspective and to be honest, despite his forthcoming of emotion at Mia's beside, I wasn't really sure if he was in love with Mia and how strong his feelings actually were. Throughout all of Where She Went, we see just how rough it's been on him since he and Mia stopped communicating and just how much she really did mean to him. She was his world, and you can see and feel the devastation coming from him. Guys, I'm not afraid to admit it. I totally cried. I got so sucked into the story and I just totally let myself be thrown into that world. There was a totally heartbreaking moment which I needed to note, and as all of the poignant moments in my life (at least in my head), it had a soundtrack. Adam turns on Sufjan Steven's song "Chicago" -- and with that album (Illinoise) always standing out in my head as being particularly emotional (let's not even talk about "Casimir Pulaski Day" because I cry every time I hear that song), I completely lost it. During that scene as he's listening to that song, I had it playing in my head and I just started letting the tears fly. I've always been strong into music so I absolutely adore when authors put songs into their stories. It really brings me in a layer further and helps me actually put myself in the story since I have a connection to the music that's play (something I forgot to mention in my review of ONE MOMENT by Kristina McBride -- rats!). That, and I always wanted to be the person who puts together soundtracks for movies. Another dream job! Sidenotes aside (wait, isn't that redundant?), I loved the story and I absolutely adore Gayle Forman's writing! I'm so glad I rushed to read this book so soon after the first! Usually I put a little gap in there so I get to enjoy a series as long as I can/as long as I can hold out, but when I found this in the library, I had to pick it up right away! Re-read completed 9/2/13: Oh my. WHERE SHE WENT was even better the second time around, even better than IF I STAY. Adam's POV is absolutely heart-breaking but I love reveling in that pure emotion. The beauty, emotion, music, suspense... It was all so amazing, even when I knew exactly what happened next. Re-read review originally posted HERE on The Book Addict's Guide 9/23/13: I am SO glad that I re-read WHERE SHE WENT. I remember adoring both IF I STAY and WHERE SHE WENT the first time around, but I had forgotten how emotional these two books were, especially picking up Adam's point of view in WHERE SHE WENT. Adam's point of view is so... raw. He doesn't hold anything back in his narration and I really felt everything he was feeling -- small and ... well, enormous. He's got some BIG FEELS in this book. Sometimes it was hard to watch and to see him in that much pain and constantly try to push it down or shove it away. For reasons I can't explain, I feel like it was that much more emotional because it was a male POV. You guys... Adam is 100% my favorite male POV of all YA. No wait. Of all time. His voice is so genuine and I feel like reading WHERE SHE WENT from his point of view captures all of the feelings that he's holding back from the entire world. That's pretty big stuff. I love catching up with Mia and Adam three years later and seeing where they are in their lives. This is a pretty significant jump in time from where we left off in IF I STAY, but Gayle Forman knew what she was doing. This is where the real story picks up again and we get a lot of the details from what happened in the past three years in flashbacks. Now usually, I don't like flashbacks. Actually, no, that's not true. Usually I'm very picky with flashbacks because a lot of the time I feel like they're not necessary and could have been summed up in dialogue or recounted by the main character. I do, however, love the flashbacks in IF I STAY/WHERE SHE WENT. They felt totally natural to the story and contained a lot of important information that we need to know for the present-day story. Once again, I find that music supplements a story to help draw me in even more. Just that one instance where Adam borrows an iPod and scrolls through a playlist... When I see music I love in a book or I can just hear a single song and imagine the characters listening to that one as well, somehow I just get that connection and it really adds to my reading experience. As far as the Shooting Star music goes, I could take it or leave it. I usually don't get anything from fabricated lyrics because I have no connection to them... It doesn't usually detract from the book, but it doesn't really do anything for me! I get ALL THE FEELS from WHERE SHE WENT. I loved every second of my re-read and I really enjoyed the male POV from Adam. Everything was so emotional and raw and it was just a really different feel for me. So glad I got to re-read this one!Okay, now to the story! I loved it. Love love love this series! If I was impressed with the first book, this one surely didn’t disappoint me as I often fear with sequels. I immediately picked up on Adam’s perspective and to be honest, despite his forthcoming of emotion at Mia’s beside, I wasn’t really sure if he was in love with Mia and how strong his feelings actually were. Throughout all of Where She Went, we see just how rough it’s been on him since he and Mia stopped communicating and just how much she really did mean to him. She was his world, and you can see and feel the devastation coming from him. Guys, I’m not afraid to admit it. I totally cried. I got so sucked into the story and I just totally let myself be thrown into that world. There was a totally heartbreaking moment which I needed to note, and as all of the poignant moments in my life (at least in my head), it had a soundtrack. Adam turns on Sufjan Steven’s song “Chicago” – and with that album (Illinoise) always standing out in my head as being particularly emotional (let’s not even talk about “Casimir Pulaski Day” because I cry every time I hear that song), I completely lost it. During that scene as he’s listening to that song, I had it playing in my head and I just started letting the tears fly. I’ve always been strong into music so I absolutely adore when authors put songs into their stories. It really brings me in a layer further and helps me actually put myself in the story since I have a connection to the music that’s play (something I forgot to mention in my review of One Moment by Kristina McBride - rats!). That, and I always wanted to be the person who puts together soundtracks for movies. Another dream job! Sidenotes aside (wait, isn’t that redundant?), I loved the story and I absolutely adore Gayle Forman’s writing! I’m so glad I rushed to read this book so soon after the first! Usually I put a little gap in there so I get to enjoy a series as long as I can/as long as I can hold out, but when I found this in the library, I had to pick it up right away! I don’t really have anything negative to say at all. I just loved it!

Three years ago, Mia had a choice. Stay or go. Live or die. Him or them. She chose to stay. But she didn't choose him. Three years ago Adam lost the girl he loved. It was a gradual losing, the petering out of a song, the gradual hush of harmony . . . until the day came that Mia got on a plane to NYC and Julliard, and never looked back. Never came back. Cut all ties. Three years later and Adam is lead singer and songwriter for Shooting Star. He is labelled as the new Kurt Cobain, and his romance with Bryn is tabloid fodder and on high-alert baby-bump watch. Adam is about to start a 63-day European tour. And he couldn't be more terrified or miserable. It has been three years since they last saw each other . . . but a poster beckons and Adam finds himself at Carnegie Hall, listening to Mia play in her first major concert. Tomorrow she leaves for Japan. In a few hours he boards a plane to London. They have one night to make up for three lost years - a night to explore New York, and learn each other all over again. `Where She Went' is the sequel to Gayle Forman's heartbreaking success, `If I Stay'. I went into this book weary. My heart still felt bruised and battered from `If I Stay'. . . reading the sequel's blurb and knowing that Adam and Mia's clear love from that first book didn't end happily-ever-after was another kick-in-the-guts. I didn't know if I could take reading this sequel, and being heaped with more sadness. But I, like many fans must have, found myself wanting to know what happened next . . . does love prevail? Is there a silver lining? Did Mia regret her decision? I will say that at the end of `Where She Went' I wasn't 100% convinced that Forman needed a sequel . . . but I was glad I read it. As the title hints, `Where She Went' is not told from Mia's point of view. `If I Stay' was all in Mia's first-person narrative. As suggests the new third-person title `Where She Went' is not Mia's story, but Adam's. The sequel is told this time from his first-person narration, and it's not always a pretty perspective. Adam got what he always wanted - fame. Rock stardom. The cover of Rolling Stone and Shuffle magazine. He got the groupies and now the famous girlfriend. But clichés are clichés for a reason, and fame is not all it's cracked up to be. Adam is scared of crowded spaces after a mob incident. He is ostracized from his band mates for his rising star and tabloid popularity. And he has taken to popping pills to stop his hands from shaking. Adam knows where it all went wrong, and who he owes his fame to. Without Mia and the heartbreak she inflicted, Adam would have never written the album `Collateral Damage' that catapulted Shooting Star into rock stardom. But to get there and write those lyrics, Adam had to have his heart ripped out by the only girl he ever loved. . . Adam is pondering and panicking the band's upcoming European tour when he decides, on a whim, to hear Mia play Carnegie Hall. A chance meeting has the two old flames reuniting for one night - a night to explore New York and remember each other. A night, perhaps, to right the wrongs of the past. In `Where She Went', Forman tries to adhere to the narrative structure of `If I Stay', with varying results. In the first book Mia's narrative flipped between watching her present-time battered body in a hospital room, and remembering moments of great import from her past. In the sequel, Adam is wandering around the Big Apple with Mia in present day, while also remembering his crash course of stardom and his crash and burn love with Mia after her accident. I thought the present-day Mia and Adam storyline was sublime. Pitch-perfect between heartbreak and redemption, hope and hurt. But the flashbacks didn't work so much for me this time . . . they were crucial to `If I Stay' - both for readers to understand the severity of Mia's loss (and how hard it would be for her to stay) but also for her to realize all the reasons she has to hold on, and who she has to hold on to. By contrast, Adam's flashbacks in `Went' are squirm-inducing as he remembers countless one-night-stands with groupies and his first meeting Bryn at the MTV awards. These flashbacks, while important to understanding Adam's stardom, were just plain uncomfortable. Mostly because of Mia and Adam's epic love story, set up beautifully in `If I Stay'. It's hard to read Adam's recounts and how much they sully what was so pure and perfect in the first novel - so that, as a reader, you feel somewhat betrayed to read of Adam's heartless hook-ups with girls he can't remember the names of. And especially his tabloid-followed relationship with movie star Bryn. It's spine-shiveringly awkward to read these, and I was just happy that Forman balanced the awkward with Mia and Adam's present-time romance. In present-time we read how Mia has rebuilt her life in the wake of tragedy. It ignites readers with a certain chest-swelling pride to read how much Mia has progressed and overcome. We fell in love and heartache with her in `If I Stay' - so it's like proud parents that we read of her achievements in spite of heartache. And it's with equally loving affection that we read Mia and Adam patch their past and heal old wounds . . . I will say that I would have liked more focus on the setting of New York in this sequel. I think the city could have been a character unto itself in this book, but it felt a bit like a photo-shoot backdrop. Nothing especially unique or igniting about it. But, honestly, Mia and Adam's rekindled romance kind of steals the show. I'll put a worry to rest for a few of you, and say that `Where She Went' is romantic (*hint, hint, nudge, nudge*). I went into this with a wincing heart - concerned that I'd come out with more bruises inflicted by Forman. Fear not. This is a story of reconnection and forgiveness. It's about the myriad of grief and how we deal, and don't cope, with its ramifications. It's the story of Mia and Adam, who had to go there to come back to each other. There is a part of me that thinks `If I Stay' should have been left untouched. It was literary perfection and didn't need a sequel. I think of that old writing idiom, that says `leave the reader cold' - leave them with a little bit of wanting, a smidge of read between the lines and make up your own mind. `Where She Went' doesn't do that - the sequel ties up loose ends and puts a definitive ending on Mia's story . . . and I don't necessarily think we needed that. That's not to say I didn't thoroughly enjoy `Where She Went' (or appreciate Forman's closure to Adam and Mia's story). But there's also a (fairly large) part of me that thinks `If I Stay' was all the more powerful for being left on the precipice.

My daughter loves the book. Great delivery time

前作にあった「生きるか？死ぬか？」ほどの緊張感や、幽体離脱のようなファンタジー感はありませんが、 続編としてはよくできています。

“Once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall.” ----Jodi Picoult Gayle Forman, an award-winning best-selling author, has penned a heart-touching tale of young broken love, called, Where She Went which is the sequel to If I Stay. This book spins three years after Mia's accident and with Adam's POV who is a big rockstar in LA whereas Mia is finishing her graduation in Julliard. Not only that, we get to know who Adam really is and who he was when he met Mia for the first time. Synopsis: If you had a second chance at first love ...would you take it? It's been three years since Adam's love saved Mia after the accident that annihilated life as she knew it ...and three years since Mia walked out of Adam's life forever. Now living on opposite coasts, Mia is Julliard's rising star and Adam is LA tabloid fodder, thanks to his new rock star status and celebrity girlfriend. When Adam gets stuck in New York by himself, chance brings the couple together again, for one last night. As they explore the city that has become Mia's home, Adam and Mia revisit the past and open their hearts to the future - and each other. Told from Adam's point of view in the spare, powerful prose that defined If I Stay, Where She Went explores the devastation of grief, the promise of new hope, and the flame of rekindled romance. Three years after Mia's accident that killed her parents and her younger brother, Mia is in New York, finishing her school in Julliard. And she has broken up with Adam without any explanation. Adam is now a famous rockstar in LA, and is in a live-in relationship with a famous celebrity, Bryn. But Adam cannot forget Mia, and his sudden trip to New York leaves him face-to-face with the ghost of his past, Mia. Mia immediately asks Adam to come along on a New York tour before they both leave for tour. But will Adam be able to keep his undying feelings for Mia under control, who has changed so much since the accident? What was the reason that made Mia break up with Adam? This is the finale of Adam and Mia's story, of how one night into Mia's favorite places in the New York City gives birth to their hidden and lost love for one another. Read this final book to once again fall in love with Mia and Adam. I cried for Adam, I felt resentment towards Mia, I felt excited for Adam and finally I felt really happy for both Mia and Adam. And all thanks to Gayle Forman, for justifying and putting a really beautiful and satisfying end to her story of Mia and Adam. Honestly, Mia's story is heart-breaking and sad, but the love for family is highlighted in the first book, whereas in this book, Adam's irrevocable love for Mia is so true that it is evident from his POV, as everything he does, it is somehow connected to Mia. Even though Mia broke up with Adam with no explanation, he could never hate her. All the while I felt like reaching out to Adam and hugging him tightly. The writing is beautiful and laced with deep and painful emotions, the kind of feeling you will get if you have that "the one that got away" in your life. The narrative is nostalgic and evocative and flows freely. The story is engrossing as there is so much drama behind Adam's band members that kept me turning the pages till the end. There are some beautiful moments between Adam and Mia, written with so much passion and feels that I cherished them even after the end of the book. The pacing is really fast, as the story instantly pulled me into its depth. The characters are once again so well-developed and this time, the limelight is on Adam, who is a gem and I bet girls would kill to be with him. He is the most understanding person, who let Mia go from his life as he vowed when Mia was in the coma. And despite of so much glitters, money, cheering, Adam is not happy in his new life and that is happy from the opening sentence of the book that says that how he wants to get through a 24 hours in a day. Mia seemed bit mature and laid back but Mia was not that striking person who was once three years ago. There are some new characters and some old characters, that are well-built and keeps the story interesting. Overall, this short ending finale to Mia and Adam's love story is fascinating yet poignant. The love depicted between Adam and Mia is pure and with lots of hidden passion that made me fall in love yet all over again and it definitely moved me a lot. Their love is captured with realism, challenges, struggles and resolution and promises. It is amazing to feel that kind of love. Do read this book before the movie rolls in. I hear the movie adaption of this book is under shooting starring Jamie Blackley as Adam, and I really can't wait to see this movie, which I bet will be another major hit.

I waited and I waited and I waited some more and finally this book was released and to my delight arrived the day before I went on holiday so I got to read this lay by a pool in peace and quiet after I had re-read If I Stay. It really is a must for you to read that book first if you haven't already, you could still appreciate this book, but not nearly as much as you would if you know the back story. This book is set 3 years after If I Stay, Adma is now a famous rock star but can't enjoy the fame he once craved because Mia left him, walked out of his life with no explanation, never getting intouch again. Out feeling sorry for himself wandering around New York he stumbles across a Cello Recital at the famous Carnegie Hall by Mia. And thats where it all starts. After their meeting starts off tense and ends abruptly they end up wandering the city together for the night going over the past but at first Adam is still too scared to ask the quastion he so desperately wants the answer to. "Why?" I found this very enjoyable. Did it hit me the way If I Stay did, no if I'm honest it didn't, but then I wasn't expecting it to. I knew this wouldn't have the gut wrenching drama as the first book. But what it did have was heart. And a maturity, Adam has changed so much, its not surprising, he's had to deal with the grief at the loss of Mia's family too, but felt unable to express it, like he didn't deserve to, along with coping with losing Mia and his guilt about that, dealing with his fame and all the things that go with that and finding life in general a huge struggle, feeling completely out of control. Mia, is not the same timid girl with a silent fierceness we knew before. She has grown up so much. Mainly because of dealing with such a huge loss at a young age but also because of her experiences at Juliard. I was fascinated reading about Adams past, getting to know him better than we did in If I Stay showed us the other side to the story. Witnessing the events of the first book through Adams eyes was great too. We can fully understand what happened. I thought I would want the 2nd book to be from Mia's POV aswell but it really worked well with Adam as the narator, and it also helped me see a new side to Mia. I have to admit the book was a tiny bit slow to get going but once it did I could not put it down. I desperately wanted to find out what was going to happen, but at the same time I wanted to savour it for as long as possible. I didn't want it to be over. The only downside to If I Stay was that I desperately wanted to know what happened to Adam and Mia, and Where She Went did that for me. Did it all go the way I thought it would, No. But I felt things worked out the way they were supposed to and I was stunned at the ending. I'd sort of worked it out, but it still blew me away and now I am no longer left wondering what happens to them both. I just wish them well and hope that perhaps one day the amazing author Gayle Forman may like to enlighten us as to how the'r lives turn out....... but its not necessary, it can happily end where it has. A brilliant sequel to a truly exceptional novel.

Was wäre, wenn eine Nacht dein ganzes Leben verändern könnte. Was wäre, wenn du deinem Glück so nahe bist und was wäre, wenn du den Menschen begegnen würdest, der dich einst fast zerstört hat? Würdest du die Chance ergreifen, eher sie fort ist? Die emotionale Achterbahnfahrt geht weiter und rast auf ihren Höhepunkt zu. Wurde noch in 'Wenn ich bleibe' Mias Geschichte über Verlust und Ängste geschrieben, ist es diesmal Adam, der seine Zeit nach Mias Unfall erzählt. Die Zeit, die ihn fast aufgefressen und zerstört hätte, wäre da nicht seine Liebe zur Musik gewesen. Die Geschichte siedelt sich 3 Jahre später an; Mia und Adam haben das geschafft, von dem sie immer geträumt haben. Sie ist eine gefeierte Cellistin und er ein umjubelter Rockstar. Sie verbindet nichts mehr außer die Vergangenheit. Doch Adam stellt sich seit jeher die Fragen, warum Mia ihn damals verlassen hat und warum auf diese Art und Weise. Er quält sich mit den Fragen, während er tausende von Konzertstadien füllt, auf Partys geht und mit Frauen zusammen ist. Eines Tages läuft er in New York Mia über den weg und erkennen, dass sie endlich einen Weg finden müssen, um unausgesprochene Fragen zu beantworten. Gayle Forman hat es hervorragend geschafft mir Adams Gedanken ' und Gefühlswert näher zu bringen. Sie bringt seinem Schmerz überzeugend rüber und schafft es, seine Stimme in meinen Kopf lebendig werden zu lassen. Man merkt auch, dass die 3 vergangen Jahre nicht spurlos an ihm vorbeigegangen sind. War er in 'Wenn ich bleibe' noch ein junger, unschuldiger, musizierender Junge auf dem College, so ist er heute bitter, verletzt und gefühlskalt. Es war hart zu lesen, was Mias Verlassen mit ihm angestellt hat, doch machte es ihn umso realer, verletzlicher und liebenswürdiger. Adam war ein Charakter, den ich von der ersten Seite an geliebt habe (Er spielt Gitarre ' Hallo? ' dafür habe einfach eine Schwäche). Auch Mia habe ich neu kennen gelernt. Sie ist nun rationaler und erwachsener ' was die vergangene Zeit so mit sich bringt. Mit Mia und Adam sind Forman zwei so außergewöhnliche, authentische und verletzbare Figuren erfunden wurden. Gerade weil sie so verschieden sind, fand ich, dass sie perfekt zusammen passten und gut harmonisierten. Für Adam war Mia immer seine Vergangenheit, Gegenwart und Zukunft. Ich fand ihre Beziehung so liebenswürdig, dass ich Adams Sehnsucht nach ihr praktisch spüren konnte. Vor allem die Flashbacks machten mir immer bewusst, wie sehr Adam litt. Einen kleinen Abstrich muss hier aber leider machen. So sehr ich Herzschmerz und Tragik liebe - Adam erschien mir manchmal zu sehr das winselne Hündchen in der Geschichte zu sein. Ein bisschen mehr Rückgrat hätte ich mir gewünscht. Dennoch ist Gayle Forman mit "Where she went" ein herzergreifendes Buch gelungen. Mein Urteil: Ein würdiger Nachfolger von "Wenn ich bleibe". Ich habe alles bekommen, was ich erwartet habe. Eine Geschichte mit viel Herz und Gefühl, die einen in eine bestimme Stimmung versetzt und über das Leben sinnieren lässt. Daher 4,5 Sterne!